I feel really guilty for saying this, just because it could be taken the wrong way, but I'm getting really tired of being pregnant. It has nothing to do with the actual baby though. I love having him in my belly. It's the most amazing thing I've ever experienced and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I'm tired of answering the same question multiple times a day, every day. I'm tired of walking around like I have a bowling ball between my legs. I'm tired of not being able to sleep however I want to, and actually being comfortable when I sleep. I'm tired of getting up to pee 40 times a night. (Yes, I'm aware I'll be getting up 40 times a night to take care of my child, but guess what, I have a husband that can help. I can't necessarily make him go pee for me, now can I?)
I have 19 days or less. I'm ready to get the labor and delivery to be over with just because it's going to be so stressful and scary. But, I'm also scared to death about bringing home my new baby and not having a friggin' clue what to do with him. The unknown and I - not so much good bed partners. So this will definitely be an experience for me. It will be exciting that's for sure. And I can't wait to see Justin with him. He's going to be such a great father. I hope that between the two of us, we'll be able to figure all this stuff out.
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